For
the last six years I've made it my business to understand the
plethora of fibers that compose our modern day reality. We live in a
society that requires the rest of the world to function. Our modern
industrial civilization has engulfed the entire globe. Our oceans
are acidifying as we busy ourselves with destroying the last bastion
of oxygen production, the great lungs of Gaia, the Amazon. Our
species is very sick, but just like a patient with pancreatitis,
hepatitis C, and cirrhosis we can't put the bottle down. No matter
how much pain it will cause us, we can't bring ourselves to stop
drinking. The fun has long since past, and now we just do it out of
desperation; we do it because we don't want to feel the immense pain
that we have and are creating. We also continue drinking because we
are scared of the future. The bottle we are drinking from does not
contain liquor. It contains a fermented liquid that the Earth
concocted using lots of algae, high pressure, and millions of years.
Like liquor, this liquid had the ability to produce a great delusion
for the human race. It's this delusion that is responsible for our
reckless destruction. It's this same delusion that has us destroying
the only home we know of in this infinite expanse of space. We are
hopelessly addicted to this magical substance that might as well be
the Earth's blood. Like vampires we stick our fangs in the Earth and
suck it's blood to quench our addiction. We don't care who pays the
price so long as we can get another fix.
Our
children are the ones who will pay the price. They are suffering
from our debt in this toxic environment that their physical brains must mature
in. Trying to figure out why this has happened is about like trying
to figure out why a drunk continues to drink. His addiction has him
homeless, laid out in the freezing cold street in his urine soaked stitchless
rags, and yet he doesn't care because that's what his dark substance
provides him. He's in unfathomable pain, and yet he can't feel any
of it. Not until there is no liquor left will he finally be forced
to face the reality. He wakes up in the cold street, piss soaked
pants, peels himself off of the sidewalk, and begins begging for
more. Death would be much better for him. This is our species.
Drunk on oil. Until that oil is gone the delusion will remain.
Business as usual. We don't even care that our children will pay the
price for our recklessness.
Maybe
the irreversible damage is done and there is no point trying to
repair our diseased organs. In which case, I suppose we might as
well just stay drunk until we're dead. Maybe it's just going to be
too painful to bear the sober burden waiting for us. Could it be
that this pain has grown so monstrously large that changing is
impossible? Is there a Rubicon that our collective pain has
crossed? If this is true than we might as well get on with it and
put ourselves out of this misery. Save our children from the misery
that we are ensuring for them with every action of every miserable
day. If we are to just continue this madness than I would prefer we
put an end to it. Problem is, I'm a father, so I don't have that
luxury. I've got to find a way to conjure up some hope for my sons
to believe in. Yet every place I turn to find just a miniscule fiber
of hope I'm met by the blindness that is a pervasive aspect of the
holograms programming. It's hard wired into the falsity that the
hologram projects. How our species got to this point can only make
sense metaphysically. It can only make sense in the quadrants of
existence that the Matrix cannot detect. We have collectively lost
touch with spirit. In our quest to conquer knowledge and nature we
have lost our connection to the natural processes that are created by
that spirit in the first place. We need nature to exist, but nature
does not need us.
Those
who control the work at the power plant that burns the Earth's blood
to perpetuate the Matrix's hologram programing are not to be trusted,
nor is their message. They are the catalysts that keep this drunken
delusion disseminated to each and every human mind. Their
intoxicating message must be ignored. Unfortunately everything about
BAU is designed to continue perpetuating BAU as an endless positive
feedback loop. Communication technology has become the great
controlling opus of BAU. Cell phones, the internet, and television
are how this great evil ensures it's continual existence within the
human psyche. These things ensure that the message is being
projected and received. If there is to be any hope, it will be found
in learning to use these things to reverse this destructive process.
The solution to our problems is staggeringly easy to understand.
However it won't be easy to employ. I'm positive that it's going to
be painful. We just have to accept that fact and move forward regardless.
The
solution to all of our problems is to begin ignoring BAU, but in
order to successfully do that, we must extract ourselves from its
clutches. Ultimately, BAU is kept going by the electricity that is
created by burning hydrocarbons. The electrical infrastructure is
the Matrix's Achilles tendon. Electricity is magic, and by itself is
neither good nor bad, but the system uses it to keep us all enslaved.
This magical force used to be the product of nature alone by way of
what might as well be called lightning, and our species seems to be
proving that it should have stayed that way. We proved incapable of
wielding that one...fire on the other hand. It's starting to look
like the Amish were at least correct about the nature of electricity.
I want to make it clear here that I'm NOT saying electricity should
not be used, or that it's even evil by its own nature. What I am saying is that it should not be used if it's
coming from the Matrix's infrastructure. This one step would ensure
our extraction. Simply put, in order to fight the Matrix, we must
remove ourselves from its physical clutches. Our species flourished
long before the grid, and it will flourish after it. But if we do
not begin taking the necessary steps towards extraction than our
species will lose the chance to flourish.
Our
spiritual amnesia must also be addressed. Unplugging from the grid
would allow each one of us to once again remember sacred and natural
divinity. The white noise emitted from the hologram blocks our
spiritual receptors. The incessant drivel that is audible beyond the
white noise is about nothing of consequence and is projected to every
mind plugged into the grid. The last time I heard about that drivel,
I was enjoying traditional Mexican cuisine, and it was intrusively
going on and on about some poo poo cruise that the entire world was
watching...and for some reason it was considered normal that those
poor souls had to continue eating onion sandwiches and shitting on
the deck. Some vacation...at least they got to shit in the great
outdoors...albeit on the deck of a cruise ship. I bet those processed loaf
bread and onion sandwichs were some god awful smelling turds . Come on
people, my chickens have more dignity and sense than that and they shit all over the damn place 24/7.
I
was talking about spirit. That noise from the machine...it's
function is to ensure we don't get the chance to contemplate spirit.
Our minds and bodies are being filled with corporate programing when
they need to be filled with sacredness. Yet they are so full with
the former that there is no room left for the later. The cup has
runneth over with the hologram. It's far beyond the mental realm.
We are controlled on a physical level as well. Man made chemicals
are ubiquitous in the very cells that compose our bodies. You need
electron microscopes to even study that level of control. Some of
these chemicals are prescribed to us by the Ministry of Health,
others we willingly ingest, but the majority we have absolutely no
control over. Our bodies absorb those toxins autonomically. Between
the Matrix's mental control, and the physical chemicals pervading our
biosphere, we are left almost hopeless. This is why we must begin
extracting ourselves from these horrible mechanisms of control and
destruction.
I
understand that advocating for the avoidance of hydrocarbon fueled
electricity seems excessive. That's because it is. It's excessive,
purist, anal, unrealistic, idealistic, and probably impossible, and
yet it's our only hope. Unless the amount of petroleum we are
capable of getting at is less than what will be needed to bring the
Earth's biosphere to it's catastrophic environmental threshold of
chaos. We can pray that this will be the case, but just hoping is not
good enough. We must begin turning our backs on the way we have done
things for the last 200 years. The only successful strategy we can
have towards righting our wrongs is to begin ignoring the Matrix and
it's delusional hologram. Protesting does not produce results. The
machine simply does not care what we think. Its got it's own
momentum now, and it views itself as unstoppable.
Fact,
our way of life is going to destroy the biosphere to the point where
it will no longer sustain human life. If we continue BAU that will
be the outcome. That being the case, I don't think there is anything
that is too extreme if it can reverse that outcome. If the solution
is unrealistic should that matter? Should it stop those of us who
have identified the problem from trying to correct it? I don't think
the solution being unrealistic should matter to us. Maybe it is too
late. Maybe there really is nothing that can be done at this point.
Yet without hope there can be no point to existence. If we are just
doomed to failure as a species than we might as well destroy
ourselves and get it over with. I don't think that is the case. I
want to believe that we can fix our biosphere so that it will once
again become healthy for our children.
There is a great spirit that
has all of the answers. In Druidry we call it AWEN (pronounced Ahhh
Ohhh Ennnn). Funny how that word sounds like AMEN isn't it? I wonder if that's just a coincidence? We have
lost touch with that source. Unless we learn to once again sensitize
ourselves to the stone, we will destroy all current life on Earth.
This is the message that needs to be heard right now. This is what
we need to wake up to. Our job is to awaken that spirit in as many
people as possible. The only way to accomplish that goal is going to
be to use the Matrix and it's hologram against itself. Somehow we
are going to have to find a way to channel all of that Energy that is
being created by burning the Earth's blood into consciously
destroying the Matrix. I don't know how to do that, but that's what
needs to be done. The solution may reside in enough people realizing
that a different way is not just necessary and possible, but that it
is most importantly desirable. I happen to believe that the 100th monkey is about to wake. But he won't if you don't. That's the point...isn't it. It's easy...wake up...
Some Piedmont Hope from the land of the Fox. |
12 comments:
I think the Amish had it very close but no cigar....
I think all you need is one simple rule: depend on nothing that you do not understand so thoroughly that you could make it yourself.
Now, a couple caveats: that "you" and "yourself" is the *collective* form. It applies not only to an individual but also tightly-knit groups. It does not, however, apply to random assortments of strangers.
The other caveat is that as long as your group has the capacity and the knowledge to make what you need, there is some room to trade for efficiency, especially for anything past survival.
John Wheeler said:
"Now, a couple caveats: that "you" and "yourself" is the *collective* form. It applies not only to an individual but also tightly-knit groups. It does not, however, apply to random assortments of strangers."
I'm not sure I understand what you mean with this one. Could you maybe clarify a bit?
"I think all you need is one simple rule: depend on nothing that you do not understand so thoroughly that you could make it yourself."
I like this rule, John! Is this something that you have read somewhere before? If so, I'd like to know where so that I can read more from that author. If not...wise words, my friend! I agree completely.
Maybe I can elaborate on what John has said- and John can stop me if I'm off course.
Many years ago- when I was in my 20's, I made a pledge to myself that I wouldn't acquire any technology that I couldn't understand and fix myself. That ruled out cars, but I became a fairly good bike mechanic in the process- mostly because I knew people who knew how to fix bikes and who had a lot of bike parts from scavenged bikes.
It also ruled out computers for the most part, and I still used a telephone, but didn't own one. I did learn how to sew, at least to fix clothes I wrecked, and how to acquire clothing for next to nothing. And how to grow food, though I never came close to feeding myself entirely through my own labor.
Having a circle of trusted friends to rely on made all the difference. I was able to gain the skills of others by asking and occasionally barter for what I needed. Beyond that, I lived on a couple thousand dollars a year.
Now if I were to use a computer I didn't understand and burn petroleum that I couldn't mine or refine myself, that would be relying on random assortments of strangers. That is, the oilmen in Texas and the pimply-faced guys at Best Buy.
In some ways, it was a charmed life. Unfortunately, for me it didn't last. Family expectations, and finally, marriage ended my idealistic existence. Now I have a car and a mortgage and a couple of computers. And I'm less happy, but I do have two wonderful kids.
I think I'll return to it someday, whether voluntarily or not, I'm not sure.
The Amish have a community that supports their lifestyle materially- with a neighborhood blacksmith and farrier- but also spiritually, if I can use that word- as a support network- to remind each other that their existence is not so crazy. That they're doing the right thing. That it's going to be worth it.
In some ways, I feel like you and WHD, and John and Hepp and Andy and some others do the same. You remind me that I'm not crazy- no matter what my dad or the newspaper says. That the future will be different than we have been told, and it makes sense to prepare.
All while I live my life mostly in the Matrix.
Damn good writing by the way, Lucid. Lots of heart there.
thanks JeffZ, I take your compliment seriously . So thank you.
Also, I've got a 2 almost 3 year old and my wife is six months preggo. We are doing this for our children. I mean, it's hard to imagine completely unplugging and all you have is a piece of land. Yet still, and I'm talking about the Doomstead Fox Den here (the 150 acres in NC) what we have is each other and our talents. We have the will to make this happen and the knowledge of why it's necessary to do it now.
Getting past the fear is the hard part. But I have faith in Nature. it will provide for me and my family. It's the same faith religious people have in God just expressed slightly differently...but only rhetorically.
Could this be your best piece of writing yet? Very profound and thought provoking.
As a fellow dad, I must admit that it is the thought of my kids' futures that keeps me tossing and turning more than most other things. We're in uncharted territory here ... how best to proceed?
As for the matrix etc. yes, turning the power back on itself, that's one of the ways to do it. At least the internet, for all its drivel, allows the dissemination of ideas across unfathomable distances. You mention Druidry - that's going through something of a boom as (some) people are increasingly turning to Earth spirituality.
You might feel a bit silly wearing white robe and lighting candles in forest glades, but at least you are focusing the mind on re-sacredising nature, rather than just consuming it.
Thank you, butterchurner. No, I haven't read it anywhere, it is something I have been trying to distill for years. You guys are helping me put the finishing touches.
Jeff, you have it almost exactly right, and it points out a third caveat: I said, "depend", not "use". Or as you said, "rely on". So, for example, it's okay to use a car to go to the beach, as long as you're not relying on that for your mental health, but you shouldn't need one to get to a job that you can't survive without.
And of course, this is the ideal, the guiding principle; I honor it more in the breach more than the observance. But it is what I work towards.
Now, lucid, Jeff had the right idea about the random assortment of strangers. Let me state it as part two of the rule: do not depend on people who you not know thoroughly enough to be able to predict how they will react to most situations. They don't have to be perfect, you just need to know them well enough, and for most people, that implies a limit of about 150 - 200 people.
Thanks Jason, that means a heck of a lot to me coming from you. I don't know how I pulled this one off? Think it had something to do with AWEN ;o)
Speaking of, there is no reason to wear any funny robes if it makes you uncomfortable (well, there are reasons, but if that's the reason you don't come to the source than there is no reason). I'm probably the most hands off Druid around, and a lot of "Druids" would no doubt snicker at me in disgust for using the moniker. Doesn't bother me. I take Druidry seriously and practice it in my own way. Last Alban Arthuan marked my first complete year as a Druid Apprentice under JMG. I paid the 50 bucks to AODA, started a Druid Journal, and then resigned from the Matrix. I should write about that experience because it was chalk full of magic. To put it shortly, everything I wrote in that journal started happening...I would call it weird if I didn't know any better.
Not sure if you've been on the Doomstead Diner lately, but we're working on a physical location in the Piedmont region of NC (the region I'm in in the hills of Appalachia). 150 acres of forest and pastures being reclaimed by that forest. Lot's of great goat food in those pastures now. At any rate, it's going to be an off grid site for a lot of new and interesting ways for being in the world. The land owners want to leave it to a Permaculture trust, which I and two other Diners are working on (Roamer and RE...and hopefully WHD sooner than later).
Interesting isn't it Jason? That we both begin building a Druid response to the jacked up future in the name of the Fox. We are indeed kindred souls you and I. I was pushing for "The Doomstead Fox Den," but my wife seems to have usurped my title and presented us with the Foxstead Diner. I like that better. I'll just stamp "Fox Den" over the entrance to that Airstream that we'll be living in for the first little while.
John, I agree with your principals. You should let us know about them when you have them complete. 150 to 200 people sounds about right to me.
That sounds like a heck of a plan you have going there! I'd join you, if I didn't already have my own little plot brewing.
As for the druidry business, you're ahead of me in the game. I ran out of excuses (to myself) - it seems like the only sane and logical response to things. My particular 'guru' is Phillip Carr Gomm, rather than JMG, although the two of them are friends.
I will check out the Diner.
Between the location (Appalachian NC is one of the most beautiful places I've been) and the Druidry, you sound prepared to create a new version of the Amish experiment- with the off-grid rural location and spiritual coexistence.
And that is a compliment- not an insult, as it might appear coming from within the Matrix.
I will live vicariously through you and the others, as I'm anchored down in my city in the northland.
Having some experience in living collectively, I'd advise paying attention to the group dynamics and making sure everyone still has enough personal space to escape the group when needed. I lived in a student co-op for years, and collectives can be a real pressure cooker.
That said, it can also be a wonderful way to live. I wish that for you and your family after what you've endured over the last year.
thanks Jeff. I think WHD and I are close enough in our beliefs to craft some unobtrusive communal hippiesque, tree huggin' star gazin' spiritual quasi ritual ceremony involving trees...and possibly some herbs...or not ;0)
But seriously, thanks, nothing can stop an idea who's time has come. Lots of energy is coalescing with the Foxstead. Lot's of brilliant minds that are ready for it and that are bringing their own unique talents. I think it's unstoppable.
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